i just had this crazy meditation on artificial intelligence vs. human intelligence and i came to the conclusion that intelligence is just intelligence.
today i’m proud of myself because i msged both ron and jackson and explained myself and just moved forward and put everything off my chest and just moving forward.
this is the beginning of the beginning of this.
i honestly think you can just be friends with the opposite gender.
maybe not always, maybe not for everyone, maybe not good friend, maybe not right away. many paths up the mountain.
however, depending on the situation, i think it is completely possible to uphold a mutual friendship between a male and a female without any issues other than regular friendship bullshit.
if i’m your backdrop i’ll swallow you whole. or something.
FUCK EVERYTHING. I HAVE AN ESSAY AND TUITION AND A NEW HOUSE AND THERApY AND TOO MUCH BULLSHIT TO DO TO EVEN FUCKING KNOW.
got the boyfriend comment about from the guy in my psych class. he was secretly stoked, i told him i was a pro third wheeler.
progress to doing things that i don’t want to but have to.
today i went to my first study group ever and i had so much fun! i met people in my class and watched social grouping appear and nick and i just chilled with omar and a bunch of nick’s classmates and it was something i’ve never done before!
first trivia night then studying, this is mah element!
back to being independent and losing all that structure and building it back up isn’t as hard as i remember.
sometimes i wonder if anyone else has to look at all their friends and hope that this isn’t the last time i see them the way they are.